confusion

when i leave my feeling and my heart behind and then i take my brain and logical point of view, i realize that our relationship is not okay..
but i still keep waiting. whatever you will do, i don't care how long your silent, i just keep pretending that i'm okay.
you may say i'm crazy or insecure. yes i am.
i don't have strength enaugh to leting you go. altough it was proven that we are not good for each other :)