you

reading our chat history..
we are so sweet..
you look so good on me,
what should i do, if you haven't time for me anymore. even just a few seconds..
i'm going tired waiting you..
i'm going tired to be always think positive about you..
you messed me up.
should we break up? is it the best answer?
may be it'll hard for me, but just tell me what to do.

seeing you online but don't even text or chat me back for 3 days long is break my heart..
it hurts me a lot.

confusion

when i leave my feeling and my heart behind and then i take my brain and logical point of view, i realize that our relationship is not okay..
but i still keep waiting. whatever you will do, i don't care how long your silent, i just keep pretending that i'm okay.
you may say i'm crazy or insecure. yes i am.
i don't have strength enaugh to leting you go. altough it was proven that we are not good for each other :)